You always call me your girl and I told you that that is special to me and a few days later I see you calling some other girl that and even though you said you didn’t mean it and that it’s just a joke, you still said it. So you can go ahead and say it all you want now because it doesn’t mean shit to me. Way to make me feel even less important than I already do. It’s very much appreciated.

Nothing seems to work. We stay bestfriends and we grow farther apart, more than just bestfriends and I ruin everything. There is no middle ground. It’s all or nothing, win or lose. I don’t know what to do. All I know is that I can never let go of you. No matter how much shit we go through. I don’t want to live without you.